

6/13/2022 9:53..
I've decided to post random pictures with my thoughts and ideas. Thinking of Cash. My Sister Carol-Anne Cash/Meness married a relative of his. Condolences to them because recently more family on her side has passed this year unfortunately. My sister is a strong but maybe hardheaded, she caught me during a depression and said something wrong. I love my sister but she underestimated what Romanov-women meant for me in general at the time. She lives in Tenesee, sorta started some sort of pow wow but she doesn't live on a reserve technically i think there is just her family and my nephews family the rare few natives that set that pow wow up but that is just my personal speculation. Lil bit Hill b if you know what I mean lol.
I would like to communicate with her but some day but not yet. Some things were said and hard times just keep waving in..
7/8/22 Back in 2011 I lost my sleep there was few times anxiety hit me I don't think that was the right term but I guess i used to stay up alot and drink ever since I was 15. It was more like a disasociation or discombulation of some sort... Not really sure how I came up with these words but it seems I knew them all along to speak the truth. But than In 2013 it was like a bad shroom trip I have no idea what the f#%! hit me. People claim maybe shrooms stayed in my fat and i burned it or maybe I was taking like pills that made me piss yellow for the the gym when i was 24-25 but I lost my sleep again. I couldnt feel hot or cold nor pain but I was felt like i was quite britle. I was freaking out 11 days without sleep and I choked myself with a sleeper hold with two pillows. I woke up happend to tell the doctors and they've been misdiagnosing me, not sure if it's cuz Im native but anyways claiming I said things which weren't true but the story goes. I halicinated waking up i felt sorta a burn and there was electricty purplish coming from the outlet. This reminds me of another story that happend to me before... But anyways I felt like i randomly pulled a coin from this electricity, and I was like what the hell went back to sleep woke up and noticed i through the flashlight. I guess telling the Dr this expierence was a bad lesson because they treated me malignantly pills hurted my teeth



